I was supposed to meet someone tomorrow who inpsired me in so many ways. But it's not happening now. There's a list of reasons and I could write them all here but they don't seem to matter. I don't make the situation any better.
There is going to be things that stop you from being happy and it's up to you, on wether or not you let it effect you emotionally and mentally.
Now I let this effect my emotionally, that's why I spent the last hour crying but I needed to, I needed to let the emotions that were building up inside me, out.
There will be another day that I will meet this someone, wether it's next week or in 2 months or even next year. There will be a day that I stand in front of this person and say thank you for everything, it just won't be tomorrow.
I'll get my day to say everything I ever wanted to, but I have to come to terms that it won't be anytime soon.
-A
